im sitting here alone,
no one but my friends,
my music builds a wall around me
my friends i've never met.
im crying here alone
the tears clean my skin.
pulling my make up down my face.
so people know im hurt
im lying here alone
the ceiling pushes down
its surrounding me and pushing me
i feel hidden and gone.
Im thinking here alone
scissors held in my hand
who knew a blade would be so inviting.
though im scared to press too hard
im empty here alone,
its gone forever now
closing my eyes for the last time
last time to feel the pain
She's tied of something down there
it must be the life she can't hold
made of porecelain and glass
her soul breaks and grows cold
She's trying to follow the light she saw,
the light past the darkness all round
the light she sees is not real at all
the sun moved again behind a cloud
she tries to think of what her time gave her
nothing but tears and shattered glass
a feel of emptyness and a story untold
but soon this will all be past
she looks back at the cold harsh ground
and takes a deep last thought
with her foot on the edge and her mind set
by the ground her soul is caught
the shatter of glass
the breaking of tears
she's b
all the clouds roll in above,
darkening and staring down,
cooling me and soothing me,
i'm fearing i could drown,
all my tears slide away,
pulled by the winter wind,
drowning me, tearing me away,
all my thoughts have thinned,
all the lights sweep by me,
each blinding me a little more,
scaring me and hurting me,
will i see you again,
all the lives are engaged,
mine is hollow and empty,
using me, abusing me,
all of this i can only see...
That Lone girl in the corner,
That lone girl over there,
That lone girl sitting with herself,
she doesn't look that scared
She doesn't feel alone,
she doesn't feel that sad,
she has never felt emotion,
So Loves something she never had,
You may not think you know her,
You may not think you care,
it doesn't really matter,
because one more doesn't stare
I know this girl well,
i've seen this girl swell
and that lone girl that
you dont know?
well,
That lone girl,
She, is me
My brown eyes chisel two deep holes in the back of his head. I wish they were real because then he'd notice me. He just sits there, dead to the world, but occasionaly looking to his notepad to scribble somethingthen ripping it off and passing it to someone. how i always hope for him to pass one to me that said, "Friday, Gully Park, 7pm" of course it would never happen. He lives 30 miles away from me and 30 thousand lightyears away from me mentally.Still, i shouldnt give up on dreams.
Dreams are everything to me. Dreams can be sweet, sorrow, meaningless or thoughtful. Dreams are everything and anything you want......
I'm sitting. He's beside
Lonely streets all around me,
no one walks their way,
lonely streets all around me,
just sit all day and decay,
Lonely streets all around me,
no place for a child like me,
lonely streets all around me,
a terrible scene to see,
Lonely streets all around me,
not one single person in sight,
lonely streets all around me,
you can't tell day from night,
lonely streets all around me,
a home just for the rejected,
lonely streets all around me,
where every one is neglected,
Lonely streets all around me,
not for the weak at heart,
lonely streets all around me,
they never stop and never start,
lonely streets all around me,
I shouldn
Current Residence: uk Favourite genre of music: rock Favourite photographer: djsly, spliffy Favourite style of art: Sketch or pixel art Operating System: win 95 i know how crap but my bros comp is a win 2000 and i use that sometimes MP3 player of choice: im not sure Shell of choice: shell? like beach shell? Wallpaper of choice: one of my mums photos Skin of choice: minimal Favourite cartoon character: That **** rabbit and migraine boy on MTV2 Personal Quote: Twenty-eight days six hours forty-two minuites and twelve seconds, that, is when the world will end
(general)
Sorry i haven't done anything in ages. i've just been going through a hard time. If you need to know send me a note and i'll tell you.
I am still checking all my messages, so i am seeing all you peoples wonderful things. im just not faving or commenting as much.
I have finished my legend - Ladybirds, and im typing it up. i promise it will be up before the end of easter break, mon 19 apr.
I may write something just for the sake of writing. or put up some stuff we did in english class a couple of weeks back.
Was my birthday a couple of weeks back, now im a fully fledged teenager, with all the problems added. my birthday was ok,
(general)
My muse is DEAD! either that, or its in a coma or has some disease. and i wish she wouldn't do it to me now whin im writing the story that will decide what class i go into in 2nd year. ARG! once it wakes up i'm going to kill it!!
(updates)
none, due to dead muse
(currently)
time : 6:07pm
music : Tears for fears - Head over Heels
thinking : about how i can get my muse back
wanting : my muse back
wearing : school stuff, to depressed about muse to get changed
reading : The Diceman - Luke Rhinehart
drinking/eating : nothing
(friends)
Thanks for helping me through
~GwendolynEve (https://www.deviantart.com/gwendolyneve) :iconsykil:
Thanks for watching over me
(general)
Hello again to you few watchers!
i am fine, and i am still alive. In school we are writing our "legend" i am very happy with how mines is shaping out, will try to post the first few chapters soon. I do apologise for when i do, because we have to follow the schools shitty structure. but i will probaly re-write it again once its finished.
I have joined the Guidance-counceling group. in hope of meeting new people and actually feeling like someone in the DA community. but anyways enough of my rambelling for now.
Peace, Love and all that crap.
Susie
:blackrose:
(updates)
None at the moment, im not too inspired and im busy with sc